Hey ppl!! Sup w/ you all?! God its been 4 days since I updated! WOW!! Ok on tuesday I had lifting and conditioning!! All upper body!! Then in gym we played soft ball!! I suck!! Then on wednesday we played tennis!! I suck at that as well!! I then went swimming at Maggie's w/ Chadd!! Maggie informed me that Chadd might ask me back out!! I was jus like "FINALLY"  About time!! GEEZ!! But then on thursday after I got back from more lifting and conditioning (lower body...still sore) Joel came up and Informed me that Chadd decided that he wasn't goin to ask me!! I was P*****!!!!!!!! He has no right to build up my hopes!! He has no freaking clue how bad he's hurting me!! I can't freaking take it anymore!! And then I see Joel and Maggie together and see how happy they are and I feel sooo lost!! Why do you do this to me?! I hurts sooo bad!! But today it was wrose cause he was talkin to me about a German exchange student he likes!! I about cried!! Then I got the bright idea to hide under a table!! Not smart!! I came up FILTHY!! It was sooo nasty!!bUt god I waas soooo close to giving Chadd another chance!! But hey his loss!! Now I don't know if I should just give up or keep lovin him! Too much drama!!

TTFN

Maddy Lou loves her Maggie Moo!!