Today sucked!! Yesterday I made the mistake of tellin someone who I care about my true feelings!! Well let's just say that he didn't talk to me till 8th period!! It sucked hard!! Then in algebra 3rd period Joel almost made me freakin cry!!

Joel: It's ok Madison!! Why can't you tell me?

Me:*looks over at Chadd*

Joel: Oh I see.

Me:*sighs* That and you guys don't like him!!

Joel sonded hurt when I didn't tell him adn that hurt me more!! He's my bestest friend and I can't explain anything to him!! I don't know how!! I mean I can talk to him adn tell him things but not anything about my personal life! I HATE THIS!!!!!! Ok Im gonna go......*cries*

TTFN