Ok I hate middle school!! It came to my attention that Chadd is gonna ask out some chick from Riverdale!! Ok you "butt" it's only been 3 days?!! I sooo badly wanna yell and scream at you but I remain calm!! On the way to the high school today I was like a "tornado full of curse words"(In the words of Cait) I was ticked!! Oh and another delema is that I "like" 2 ppl but hey thats confidential!! SRY!!! Ummmmm......lets seee...oh we had an honors assembly today!! I had to control my urge to yell at Chadd!! Joel thought that was sooo funny!! It was fun though!! Chris(Chadd's mom) came up and gave me a hug!! God Im gonna miss the love in that family!! Oh well!! Cody Harris asked me if I was wearin a bra!! (I was) Claire looked down my shirt to prove that I was!! SOoo weird!!! Claire wore PINK!!!!! HE HE HE!!!! UH i THINK iM DONE!!

TTFN

"Scars"

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]

Ok ppl I feel this song has a great meanin if you know my situation right now!!