Heylo ppl!! It's been a lil while. High school is awesome!! I love it!! Excpecialy the convo's at lunch!! Ranging from my underwear to 4-wheeling. I was gonna go w/ Joel this weekend since it's a 3 day weekend....BUT his daddy had to work!! AAAAAHHHHH!!! And I was so looking forward to it.

Vball is going rly good!! We've had 2 matches so far. We're 1-1!! I guess that's good to start out w/! We play Willard on Tuesday!! Thursday we're supposed to play Shelby but they don't have a freshman team. O well!!

I got my hair cut. KC says it looks rly good!! I like it! It's kind short. But I'm also used to my hair being rly long!! I 'll get used to it!! I can't wait to see Joel's face.

Marching band is going rl well too!! The football team is 1-1 as well!! We beat Bucyrus 35-28 last night. I didn't get home till 11:30 though!! And Thacker yelled at us cause when we marched outta the stadium the front half of the band got WAY far ahead. So naturally the back half ran trying to catch up!! Wlee Thacker informed us that we were still performing and it was not a good thoing to split up the band!! OK well it was either split up or.......get RAN OVER by a freaking CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Geez!!!

Maggie and Chadd had a huge drama the other day!! But it's all good!!

I'm gonna post lyrics then I'm done

TTFN

"Waste"

Your mother came up to me
She wanted answers only she should know
Only she should know

It wasn't easy to deal
With the tears that rolled down her face
I had no answers 'cause
I didn't even know you

But these words
They can't replace
The life you...
...the life you waste

How could you paint this picture?
Was life as bad as it should seem
That there were no more options for you
I can't explain how I feel
I've been there many times before
I've tasted the cold steel of my life crashing down before me

But these words
They can't replace
The life you...
...the life you waste

Did Daddy not love you?
Or did he love you just too much?
Did he control you?
Did he live through you at your cost?
Did he leave no questions for you to answer on your own?

WELL FUCK THEM!
AND FUCK HER!
AND FUCK HIM!
AND FUCK YOU!
For not having
The strength in your heart
To pull through!
I've had doubts!
I have failed!
I've fucked up!
I've had plans!
Doesn't mean
I should take
My Life
With my own hands

But these words
They can't replace
The life you...
...the life you waste

But these words
The don't replace
The life you...
THE LIFE YOU WASTE

And no....nobody killed themselves...YET!!!