"If music be the food of love, play on." -William Shakespear

I don't know what I did to deserve this!! I know you never ment to hurt me but you still do!! By not talking to me!! Why do you lie to me? I know you hate me!! Just be honest!! Please!! I know things won't ever be the same and I know I can't do anything about it!! I just want to feel happy again!! And I mean complete happiness not partial!! I want to feel like someone loves me again!! And I 'm also aware that you're over me!! I'll keep telling myself I'm over you even though I'm not!! I feel so lost!! People are telling me to find someone new and then I feel better!! I know I won't!! I see no total point in it all!! And I know that all you who read this are getting fed up too.....it's ok cause I don"t care anymore!! Cause I'm done....finished..........

TTFN

I'm aware you won't read this but it's worth a try!!